I’m so thankful I have this spiritual gift. I wish others has the exact kind of faith that I have. Its just that for me, uniquely, I need a special kind of blank check of faith. Of course God has granted me that.

I hope you find the kind of faith you need for you. Luckily, I found mine.

All that I have to say is, its been 20years, and finally, after a bringing everything together… I finally know the kind of creature that Leong Yong Quan Ben is.

I’ve been praying for that for so long.

The only way to find yourself is to not go finding, but to get lost.

I’m loving it, but I’ll need to get some structure back soon.

No doubt army is gonna force that down my throat. Bring it on, assholes. I’ve been looking forward to it for years.

I’m a masochist.

Alot of disappointments, no regrets.

I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength.

Come to me, all who are heavy laden, and I’ll give you rest

Behold the fowls of the air: for they sow not, neither do they reap, nor gather into barns; yet your heavenly Father feedeth them. Are ye not much better than they?

Sorry for the lack of Biblical references.

Alwight. Let’s get busy

Malaria pills came back to haunt me. What has caused me to not donate blood for almost freaking TWO YEARS (also due to other exceptional circumstances which effects stack together like some DOTA items) almost stopped me again. Apparently since I don’t know which drug I took, it could be some drug called pro-dunnowhat which can stay in ur blud for 3 years! Luckily the doctor say still can donate, just need to check platelets. Malaria pills, why are you such a douchebag? You are only less bitchy than malaria itself.

I wanted to capture the moment the bigass needle get stuck into my arm, but my phone kena error for some reason. Must be too gory for the phone to handle. At least I got to take pictures later.

Donating blood is like a video game. It even has a high score system.

I can’t believe it’s only my second time donating blood, since it something I felt is important to do. Always nonsense have to crop up when I want to donate blood. Couldn’t donate blood for 6 months due to the dastardly malaria pills. After that, took panadol 2 days before school announces got blood drive (especially since I vow never to take panadol but only on really serious conditions). I’m happy I finally got the opportunity to donate blood, albeit by myself, before army, and hope to do so more often.

On a footnote, I tried to see my MP to discuss deferment. Came in at 8pm and had to wait until 11.30 plus. Even managed to sneak in a nap while waiting. And all to only hear what I expected to hear. ugh. At least I tried. My MP is quite handsome for a politician and I’m sure Marie Lee can testify.

I came in late as I had to climb up Mt.Sophia, climb back down almost immediately, rush to Marina Square, buy ticket, buy dinner and enter the cinema, entering at the exact point where he starts becoming from a handsome douchebag to a even more manlier and hansome but less douchey kind of guy. It was the first time I ate dinner in a cinema. It was a Subway meal and it included some soup. I was trying my best to drink softly, but Rachel kept complaining, so I gave up and drank the soup damn loudly like a boss. Drinking soup in a cinema while watching a clichéd movie is a sign that you’ve made it.

Two things that I thought throughout the movie: If the curse could be lifted if someone said, “I love you” to him, why couldn’t he ask someone to just say it to him? (Picture related: It’s an illustration of this idea). The other thing was that I was half-expecting Vanessa Hudgens to at some random point burst out in a bubblegum pop song with a bunch of strangers joining her and doing a complicated dance accompaniment behind her. Her acting still kinda sucks, but like someone said, at least she’s moving up to bigger roles and away from her HSM origins,

What do you get when a guy with horrible drawing skills try to draw a guy who draws other people? You get this

Yay Hayden

Trying out my new Genius tablet pad. Seems quite ok to me, needs alot to get used to. Of course, my drawing skills are that of a kid, but I’m trying . Also, I forgot to give him a tail >.<

Laika isn’t just an ordinary kind of dog. He’s an awesome kind of dawg. He is awesome because he has superpowahs. Also, he was born in Russia.

Unfortunately it looks like it’s no different from drawing with a mouse

Since we might be doing a program on Noah’s Ark, the team thought that the ark would be a good idea to be on a shirt. Unfortunately, a pathetic boat came out instead. Just imagine it’s the ark, and its really really really far away, ok? Oh, and that on the left is a generic Filipino Island.

The idea is that this is to be at the back of the shirt, and a little GugmaUnite “logo” as a badge on the front, or at the bottom at the side of the shurt.

This is my 2nd attempt in trying to make a church-related shirt. First one was for a YMPACT official shirt, and it did not even make it to the voting stage. Democracy my backside. Damn photoshoppers got an unbeatable mandate and unfair advantage. Makes me jealous righteously angry

I had my 2nd Terraqua fest yesterday. My first Terraqua fest was in 2003. I got a gold, silver and bronze. Yay I’m so athletic.

I walked home from East Coast. I like to do that.

Watched politicians ramble about stuff on CNA with parents, but even the eloquent Nicole Seah couldn’t grab my attention. Why? While she was speaking, The CNA news ticker at the bottom read “Osama confirmed dead….”. This is pretty big news.

By right I shouldn’t wish or be happy for anyone to die, but seriously Osama was a big douchebag.

I hope there won’t be any repercussions. While it may seem like a good thing for the mastermind of 9/11 and the murders of many other people in separate incidents to die, I fear that his followers may lash back. We’re living in a volatile region with JI nutcases all around, and something somewhere might get bombed again. I Just hope it doesn’t, and there would be stability and peace.

Philippines really have a lot of islands. Like, gazillions. Almost as many as the number of Tayong Dalawa/The Two Of Us episodes. When will that series ever die?

Needed ideas for mission trip shirt.

Can’t wait for Cebu.